Yoga tonight was awesome. I think I finally worked my way into whatever I am holding in my right hip, not sure what it was but damn those emotions flowed.
I found it quite difficult to make my way out of corpse pose tonight ...
... but when I finally started moving again, I had the oddest thought...
"I live here."
My inner monologue was like, "duh, Molly."
I was almost in tears as I came to a seated position to end the practice over the realization that I live here.
Clearly, it meant more then just live here (it's been almost two years, obviously I am aware I live here.) I think more specifically, it is that I have a life here. I am carving out a niche and I am in complete control. I do what I want when I want because I know what I need. Sounds rather self-centered, but I think it is more self-centering which is allowing me to become who I am.
That being said, I have carved a very full life for me here, perhaps to full??
Oh well, I'm happy.
I live here :-)
Thanks for reading,
- M
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